Though you'd never know it from reading Bronze Gears, the two months or so between my last post and this one have been really full. Amazingly full. And yet I stand at the end of the summer with a life far emptier than it's been in a long time. It's a great kind of empty, though. An empty that implies potential, rather than depletion.
This summer I vacationed in Paris and London. I sold my house and much of what it contained. I left behind two hobbies, and am attacking the third with renewed vigor. I rode in the Pan-Mass Challenge. I found a new home and am slowly making it mine -- mine with my kids and with Jake. And as I watch people dear to me establishing new stages of their lives, I am aware of myself doing the same.
It's been a busy summer. A happy summer, by and large, too. Emptying my cup of so much of the old has taken far longer than I though it would. But now that there's some room in there, I'm looking forward to adding to it. Not overburdening it -- but making it fuller. And making the mix richer this time.
I have a few projects and stories to share, and a few stories, too. I'm really tired tonight, though, so I'll have to come back to them. They'll keep, though. My cup is emptier than it's been in a long time, so there's a lot less floating around in there to spoil them.
All for now,
J
Saturday, September 3, 2011
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